sometimes

sometimes i feel so tired but don't want to fall asleepsometimes i want to scream out loud but i don't have the powersometimes i feel lonely but don't want to see anybodysometimes i want to marry and settle down but too afraid to commitsometimes i don't want to do anything but to live simplysometimes i want to hide but don't want to be forgottenand sometimes...it's okay to think this way :...

sweeeeeet escape!

Been really busy these days, and weeks past so fastAnd along with above statement, means that Ramadhan is soon come to its end :( But yeah... I hope things are getting better for me, except the money I spent this month. Ha HaWell, Ramadhan is only once a year so I don't really mind. Besides, it's really nice meeting so many old faces and enjoy time together...and spend money to make it more enjoyable :p Last 17th -where it's actually Indonesian Independence Day that I totally forgot (shame on me!)- our friends from University came back to Indonesia...

i'm alive living a boring life none the less but still breath...

How to spend SUNDAY - my version -

HeyHo!To be honest, I don't really wanna go back to Bogor this weekend, and maybe for the up coming weekends too. na ha ha, I know this is Ramadhan...but because of this Holy Month too, I just want to be alone and contemplate many things.I thought staying in my mom's house at Jakarta will help me find peace, but the reality doesn't say so. Rules applies everywhere and it's really hard for me to adapt. So I'm seriously thinking to find a place where I can live on my own. But for that! I need money, money money $So here I am now, facing my computer...

[dance・love・sing・live]

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BAZINGA!!!

I'm not into American series, actually.Well, I used to follow Friends, Buffy the Vampire Slayers (is this one series?), Heroes, Glee aaaannd... some other series that I forgot. During the break time, here in the office, for some reason I have to watch NCIS or House but most of the cases I'll end up watching the 1st season only. WHY?1. I hate to wait no need to explain. I just hate to wait because I don't want to waste my time for nothing. that is soooo not effective and efficient. So once again I will emphasize that... I HATE to WAIT.2....

a Week before Ramadhan

don't get tired of me yet, people.me, with a whole pack of roasted peanut in my right hand, is still planning to write some more.Yep, I spent the last week before Ramadhan by working hard, playing hard and spending hard. Ha Hacopied the format of my previous post, let me start from...MONDAY its still the beginning of a new week but my sister and I spent 3 hours, singing at the karaoke right after we finished the work. And there were also 4 other girl...oops, women with us and we were all so euphoric!! I got back at around 11 pm. btw, I used...

'SHORT' updates

So many things to tell, so little motivation to write. But I wanna share a lil bit of my life after the graduation. And here goes the story...APRIL 2011 bored on the bed. limited time, limited money, limited transportation, and limited destination. and yeah, I lost all the pictures I took in Japan. nice!MAY 2011 still bored on the bed. broken-hearted. traveled to central java and talked to my dad's grave. finally decided to challenge myself for a job opportunity and at the end of May, I'm officially employed. JUNE 2011 turned 23. started the job and felt the excitement once again. received...

OMG, it's all GONE!!!

Noticed something?YES!!!All of my previous posts are gone.... means I have to start everything all over again...(i hope my face could be as cute as this at the moment)Hmm... must be a punishment for slacking the blog. Sorry, God. From this moment on, I promise to be a very loyal person. What?! You don't think I can do it??Don't worry, cause I don't think I can do it too. Ha Ha.Adios, 'til the next post! ...