sometimes

sometimes i feel so tired but don't want to fall asleepsometimes i want to scream out loud but i don't have the powersometimes i feel lonely but don't want to see anybodysometimes i want to marry and settle down but too afraid to commitsometimes i don't want to do anything but to live simplysometimes i want to hide but don't want to be forgottenand sometimes...it's okay to think this way :...

sweeeeeet escape!

Been really busy these days, and weeks past so fastAnd along with above statement, means that Ramadhan is soon come to its end :( But yeah... I hope things are getting better for me, except the money I spent this month. Ha HaWell, Ramadhan is only once a year so I don't really mind. Besides, it's really nice meeting so many old faces and enjoy time together...and spend money to make it more enjoyable :p Last 17th -where it's actually Indonesian Independence Day that I totally forgot (shame on me!)- our friends from University came back to Indonesia...

i'm alive living a boring life none the less but still breath...

How to spend SUNDAY - my version -

HeyHo!To be honest, I don't really wanna go back to Bogor this weekend, and maybe for the up coming weekends too. na ha ha, I know this is Ramadhan...but because of this Holy Month too, I just want to be alone and contemplate many things.I thought staying in my mom's house at Jakarta will help me find peace, but the reality doesn't say so. Rules applies everywhere and it's really hard for me to adapt. So I'm seriously thinking to find a place where I can live on my own. But for that! I need money, money money $So here I am now, facing my computer...

[dance・love・sing・live]

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